so i just had my physical today...still having the same problem. blood pressure...i just noticed that i have been more short tempered lately. Its like i snapped a bit each day at work with all the stress piling up. with school and work, plus family and friends, i have been on one heck of a roller coaster, i duno how i even survived last month. i just taking it one step at the time is the key to making thru this...i feel like this is a temporary thing, but how long is temporary, cuz none of this will go away. i cant relieve all this stress i have. its gonna here for awhile.
you're back. its the same game again, only now im playing too. i'm using you, and you're using me, how can this be healthy..im using u to get away from my pain..to get away from my confusion..i dont like it, but i guess i cant run away..caught in ur own web, with no where to turn. i duno whats up with u lately, but i will keep my guard up, im not here to play around, cuz a mistake like before, will break me apart. the past few months have been strange around you, yet, it seems like that from the start, we have drifted, and we will continue now, cuz thats they only way i can get u out of my head. the last few months, i have seen, heard everything to prove me the kind of person u really are. u cant hid what i saw with my own eyes....esp when one was so public, i felt it as i saw, like a thousand knives stabbing the broken heart that already us. i bid you good-bye...but i guess u'll be everywhere i'll be....so what now...let's make our moves, and see who can outrun who
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